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philosophy: falling in love doesn't begin with falling in love with others. it begins with falling in love with ourselves. loving ourselves is healthy and as God intended. learn to deeply and fully cherish your heart, your soul, and your body, and only then will you understand what it is to truly love another.
call me a cynic, but love seems so far fetched in a world of hatred--but hey, it all depends on who could be loving you...
"The giving up is the hardest part."
Goodbye. You proved to me last night that its over, for good and forever. You really had me fooled though for the past three months, I give you credit for that. You knew how to pull on my heart and get me to actually like you. You said its not fair, now that you've got a "girl" I come back to you and now you don't know what to do. I kept telling you to choose, but you said we wanted different things. That was a blatant lie and you know it. Truly, I think you forgot who you were talking to; you know what type of girl I am, and you know what type of girl she is. I never would've expected it from you, but I guess they're right when they say high school changes people. Hell, it's changed you so much I wouldn't even know what to say to you.
You've made your choice, whether you intended to choose or not. You're the one who's missing out now. Hope it works out well with her, me and you both know its not going to. If you even think about coming back "to me" don't. I'm not wasting another second on you. You might think I'm always a sure thing, come back to Al when you're bored and done. Not this time. I'm done, you're out. Its been more than three strikes and I'm tired of this.
Oh, and in case you're wondering,
I'm just gonna go find another you.
This week I've got two new "artists" to share.. The first guy is Kevin Cossom, he's pretty good, kinda has that laid back type R&B style. Second kid is Greyson Chance; he was just on Ellen today for covering Lady Gaga's paparazzi. He has the potential to turn all Justin Beiber on us, but I'm thinking that won't be case...at least I hope not.
Check them out:
Friday night I'm going nowhere/ All the lights are changing green to red/ Turning over TV stations/ Situations running through my head/ Looking back through time/ You know it's clear that I've been blind/ I've been a fool/ To open up my heart/ To all that jealousy, that bitterness, that ridicule
If you want it, come and get it.
giving up isn't the desired response, yet it seems to be the only way.
heartache, oh heartache.
time to start anew.
i'll add you to the bruises on my heart.
The VLOG below has audio that kinda sucks..
so i'll make another one soon
So currently I'm sitting in English class right now, and I'm supposed to be revising my essay but I've decided against doing anything productive for the next hour. So I'm ramble about God knows what now...
- Just took the national APUSH test...yayy not.
- I'm currently deciding on what I'm doing tonight.
- I'm gonna watch some Sex and the City for inspiration.
- I was a confirmation sponsor this week, I wore heels and my LBD to church. God likes it better when I look hot.
- That last comment was totally unnecessary and I'll probably go to hell for it.
- I feel the need to text someone right now, my phone's MIA.
- Mike Posner's playing on my iPod, pretty solid.
- I downloaded new music last night.
- It's pretty sick music.
- Nick Iafelice just sang a song in french for the entire class to hear.
- My mind wanders away from me too much, but hey, it's alright.
- Girls are catty bitches.
- Karma bites people back all the time.
- I get to work tomorrow.
- Come visit me.
- I'm not sure why I'm listing these instead of writing it in paragraph form?
- I'm hungry.
- These posts are now just getting ridiculous.
- I like it when girls who say they hate drama are currently in so much drama.
- Me and Maggie got kicked out of two places for lunch today... Successful day.
- Nightmare on Elm Street + Boy = FUN ;)
Adios for now.
So I've decided to spotlight a song/artist/album that I personally think is worth listening to. I'll be posting my choice every Thursday. If anyone's got suggestions, leave them in the comment box or message me.
This week's artist is: Mike Posner
Yeah yeah yeah, I know he's finally making it big, we've all known about him for awhile. He still deserves the spotlight for this week, so I'll leave a few clips of some of his popular songs.
Let me know what you think!
Stayyy classy cleveland, adios for the night
Hi, my name is Allison and I'm a full blown Republican. Just to clarify that this next post is going to sound awfully against the president because, well, it is. So please, set your political feelings aside and hear me out on this one:
So late last night, my mom yelled up to me to inform me that something was going on in NYC. She told me that the police closed down a bridge because of a suspicious vehicle that was abandoned and smelled like gas. Witnesses say they saw a man leave it there, on the bridge, and then get a ride with someone else. This had the capabilities of being another terrorist attack. Thank God the authorities attempted to search the vehicle and found out it was empty. After hearing this, I suddenly realized how unsafe I feel in this country. The terrorist who attempted to blow up a plane over Detroit was on the no-fly list. So why and how could he have been in the air, FLYING? The man who's car bomb failed to detonate in Times Square had Al-Qeada relations. Why and how are these people getting into the country and attempting to terrorize our country and kill innocent people? (ok, so here's where I'm starting to get anti-Obama) I asked my grandpa this, and his reply was, "In the seven years after 9/11, Bush managed to keep our country safe from terrorist attacks and threats because he wasn't afraid to butt heads and cause a stir. Even if you hate Bush, you have to admit he kept our country phenomenally safe. Obama, on the other hand, is more of a dove. He's trying to play the nice guy to everyone but that's not his job. His job is to keep the American citizens safe from harm, no matter what the cost may be." Obama's had two attempted terrorist attacks in the first two years of his presidency. What the hell? How can the American people want this? Why is it ok to elect someone into office on the slogan of "CHANGE" when the only change that's happening is the change of a less safe society? Yeah, good call Obama. Let's make CHANGE our campaign slogan, just don't specify what type of change you're going for. Please Obama, make the right choice for the safety of our country and do something about these attacks and threats.
And just to remind all you Bush haters what happened on 9/11 and why we're still fighting the war on terror:
I'll post more later, I've still got so much more to ramble about. Adios for now.
i feel the need to write, but i'm not sure about what. Good God, I'm so confused right now i don't even know what to do. Guess I'll write more later on when something inspires me. Anyways, i'll leave you with wise words my senior buddy once told me: Regrets are a waste of time. They are the past crippling you in the present.
i couldn't tell you what context these words were in, but they've stuck with me for the past three years especially through these last three months where it seemed like my world has been crashing down on me.
stay classy cleveland, adios for the night.
Here's a few prom pics to share with everyone:
So I had prom last night, I am truly blessed at how much fun I had with my besties the entire night. I cannot lie to you and say that there weren't a few bumps in the road, but overall prom was amazing. After prom was a little more lame than last year, but it was still a memorable and enjoyable experience. I started thinking on the quiet bus ride back to NDCL about life in general and how so many people take everything in their simple lives for granted. How many of us truly remember to be grateful for the opportunites, the friends, and the experiences we have been able to live through. Although many of us seem to forget, I'm sure we've all had the eye opening experience that makes us realize how good it feels to finally be happy and content with our lives. For me, I had that experience last night (or morning) on the bus ride home. I was sitting with my friends, who I feel love me and will stand by me forever.
Sometimes I feel as if the whole world is watching my every move but I still remain invisible to the world. It's quite an odd feeling.
I'll post some prom pictures tomorrow.
Stayy classy cleveland, adios for the night.
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