Somehow, I outsmart myself and look out for myself without even realizing it. How does this happen? Have I just trained myself to think a certain way and this behavior is just habit? Why, why, why?
I keep realizing more and more about life.
- People who have hurt you in the past deserve second chances.
- Boys who screw you over will never earn that coveted second attempt at anything.
- People are actually open to others after all the drama and shit have been cleared up.
- Feelings get hurt, you bury them deep down inside and they bug the shit outta you till you say something.
- Karma seriously is the one thing you need to rid your self of.
- I'm proud of my scars, they're my past failures. If something doesn't work out, it wasn't supposed to at this point in time.
- Just because it fell apart now doesn't mean it wasn't supposed to happen eventually. Let the circumstances be right, forcing anything will only hurt you.
- Everything will be alright, thank you horoscope.
And finally:
the world can be an unfair place at times,
but your lows will have their compliment of highs, and if anyone should cheat you, take advantage of or beat you, raise your head and wear your wounds with pride
*On a more comical note, I almost got my ass kicked yesterday by a trashy black chick. Good God I was so terrified but it felt good to finally say something and stick up for myself. Bitches don't mess with me. *
I think I'm gonna go watch Ferris Bueller's Day Off, such a fabulous movie. Minus the fact that I only have it on vhs and must watch it in the basement, alone...so scary. Oh welll:
Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it. - - -Ferris
xoxoxoxo |
1 comments:
i gotta say al, this is a pretty deep post.
even though we're fighting right now, i'm proud of you!
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